We live life forward. What about our mistakes in the past? Should'nt we give ourselves some time to reflect on our mistakes.
Should we find ourself locked in this small room, where there isn't any possible way out. When we find ourself, completely fallen back, not being able to pick ourselves up anymore. I don't exactly know what does 'reflect' mean. I don't want to commit the same mistake and come about thinking about it again. More of getting bothered about it than really thinking about it. "We're not perfect beings, we sometimes commit mistake that will eventually make us regret." I don't want to regret comitting wrong actions, taking wrong steps. Theres so many things I wish to change in myself, so many things I wish not to happen/never had happened before. When will I start realizing the importance of changing myself? I really hope it'll be sometime soon...
I really hope I can learn how to put the past behind and start appreciating the present. I've been neglecting most of my friends already, and I apologize for that.
Happy birthday Zhiqing!
