Been shutting myself down lately so often i can't rmb when was the last time i revised maths! Used to look forward to school everyday... not now. Maybe just for this period of time. There's so much happening in school lately. It used to be the space that I have in school (that i dont have at home) that makes me wanna go there. Now that there's so much happening in school too, I really don't feel like anymore. Maybe it's me. Just me. That I can't allow myself to flow with all these. Maybe it's this really really weird thing that's been installed inside of me that makes me feel this way. Maybe Maybe
