I'm not afraid or nervous in countering O's in months, or even chinese in weeks. I'm just worried about my Mum and how she's gonna feel.
Guess I really need to focus a lot. Or much much much more than what I am giving right now. More self-revision time at home, no more long-hours on the computer, no more hanging outside for no reason. More studying. Studying. Studying and more studying. The urge to want to score well for my O's. The urgency that I should be feeling. The need to clear doubts and the list will probably go on. I just hate it that I always regret after getting my results back. "Why didn't I study?" Or "Why didn't I study enough?" I did study. But it's probably what we call, "A last minute revision" Honestly, I don't revise at home except tuition, test the following day or the exam period. And that is the root problem. As much as I wish to spend time going through my subjects at home, I wish I had not had this distraction infront of me and at the same time, procrastination doesn't get on top of me! Argh! Don't we all hate procrastination?
